Adventures

I liked being moved by God, to the point of tears in my eyes and a willing heart. I cannot wait to see his next "adventure" for Thomas and me. Oh how he loves us, he treats us so well and gives us so many blessings. I pray that our life together will work out for his good. I know it will be a lot of fun for us, and we will love being married, but I am a little scared. I know we'll both be very busy, but I don't want to be TOO busy for each other. I guess that's time we're going to make for each other. 
I must trust in God. I know he has many good things for us and there is no one else I'd like to experience those things with. I guess it's sad and self-centered how I have to remind myself our life is going to be bigger than the things we think we have yet to experience, like finances, social lives, school, living together. We have many things to experience that we don't even KNOW we are going to experience yet!


God, do you hear me? What do I do about school? I have no idea what to do anymore that will benefit me in the long-run...I mean, I do, but is that right for me?... I honestly feel like I'm in school just to be in it. I think the class I will learn the most that I will actually carry with me is Creative Writing.
I want to start a home school co-op group when I have children, and I could teach a creative writing class. I would enjoy that heartily. Along with making food for my family and other people, serving my wonderful husband, and being a missionary wherever God puts me. 
I love him so much, God that is. He is wonderful. Exquisite. Magnificent. The best.




The other day I almost cried because I don't understand why people don't want God. Really truly do not want God in their lives. It breaks my heart to see the situations people put themselves in, setting themselves up for failure. Like my sister even. I would break every single limb on my body gladly if she would love God again, but I know I can't make her do anything, it has to be her change of heart.