P.M.S. Praying for My Sanity.

I hate exam week. I hate myself more than I hate exam week. I'm in a really "hate myself" sort of mood right now. I would say that I hate the world, but I could never blame every single person on this earth as easily as I can blame myself for something. (That was the most hypocritic thing I've said all day!) 

Honestly, whenever I think things like that, I hate myself even more because I know truth and I choose not to let it comfort me. Truth does not result in hating myself, it should result in overcoming myself and taking on the cross I bear and being joyful about it. Jesus was like that, that's what I should be like. I am too prideful to let truth comfort me, I am too quick to anger to let truth calm me, I am too irrational to let truth enlighten me, I am too stupid to let truth strengthen me. I am too hard on myself to let any of that soak in. God knows my heart, and he knows that this blog is the result of PMS, but I still ask forgiveness. From God first, from Thomas second, and from myself last. 

To take attention away from myself, you should really check out this video about the Swine Flu.